Are You Mad at God?

An Ex-Pastor Shares Her Journey.

I went to Bible School, graduated, and held a pastoral position in a small, yet powerful church. I loved serving there as one of the Pastors, and at times preaching sermons to the larger congregation. My entire life was centered around my home and God. I prayed, studied the Bible, conducted Bible Studies, and worked tirelessly in various positions of the church that needed help. Most of all, my personal life was God centered. I loved God with all my heart, and just wanted to serve him, ever evolving to be what God had in mind when creating me. My husband and I brought our children up in the church, and we had a happy secure home life. My husband used to wipe away tears, sitting in the front row of the church, as I delivered sermons.

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